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♥ 1/22/2010
10:46

In Piano, u have to give justice to every value of every single note.You have to aim perfection, and to reach perfection, u need practice and skills.Hmmmn, let's say tons of practice to gain skill.Well, to be completely honest, i've been lacking practice lately, what with holiday and stuff.The mood just wasn't there.Actually, that also means, i'm an irresponsible, stinking person.SOMETIMES.hahah.

But that doesnt mean my teacher has the right to humiliate me infront of her other student to make a point that i wasnt giving my best. I can never forget that hint of smile she was keeping while scolding.Guess i made here day huh. I was restaining myself from scratching that face.Yea,that sounds A-rated bitchy, but there's only so much a girl can handle.

Forgive her?I will forgive her somehow, but not anytime soon.
You're dealing with one stubborn asshat.

I'm still sick, though better. I feel so warmed with everyone's greeting. I especially like the ballooon with a bee that says BEEEEEEEE WELL. HAHAHAH.There's a rather big ulcer under my tongue. Gosh, this thing just have to grow there.And my oh-so-loving-and-kind cousin Amanda is taking advantage of my sickness, bullying me,anytime she has. Being sick is the worst thing ever.i've never been sick for as long as a week, except the chicken pox incident, so this is driving me nuts. OH! Isaac thinks i cough like a man.G.r.e.a.t.

Ok, before i forget, last week was historical to brunei.Some people said it rained for 4 days, i don't know, it seemed like forever, and i wasnt keeping count.Sometimes it was torrential downpour, or even just a drizzle. Then, it didnt rained at all, but the sky was dull grey and you know it's just a matter of time it will strart again and again, and again. However painful those days can be, i love rain. Rain makes me think of the hot korean star, Rain. It gives me the perfect excuse to do nothing, just lying on bed listening to Taylor Swift. It makes me think of the time in Hobart,where it rains like..

Hobart! We heard that Auntie Margs had an accident, and is being hospitalised.Poor thing, i miss you so much.GET WELL SOON!!Talking about acident.my mum and i almost had an accident last week.it was kinda terrifying.i thought like That was it, you know, we are going to die. But mommy made it. SO here am I :D

Here am i wondering what to make for nerissa dearest. it's her party tomorrow, eww, she's 17.SO OLD :) i'll catch up with everyone which i havent met for a loooooong time. I miss school sometimes.

signing off now.
S*